I've disliked Holidays for many years now, mainly due to the fact that my relation to my parents and siblings are utterly broken and only held together by blatant denial. Let's just say I don't approve and do not wish to participate in any games of faux holiday joy which only leaves me feeling drained, sad and bitter. This year was really OK though and I have several friends to thank for this. I am currently on my way back home to Gävle after being a guest of Gaijin. With five hours to go and recuperating after food poisoning I will try to nap now.